Day #5 and #6

I knowwww I've been abandoning the 30 days challenge because I was honestly not in the mood to write about something that is not exactly my current feeling which is you probably already knew about. Oh well now I'm about to make it up with 2 challenges all at once.

Day #5

Something I don't leave the house without, I honestly think my answer would be the answer that most people would give for such a question. I can't leave my house without my phone of course. And it's best friend which is the earphone. If don't bring those two when I go out of the house, I would probably be really awkward and I'm already awkward as it is.

Day #6

Love. Lo-ve. L-o-v-e. Love? Love! Seriously I have no idea what I should write on this part. I don't know what the challenger expected me to do. I mean am I suppose to describe love? Because well I don't think anybody would up for the challenge. I can't describe love. All I know is, love is beautiful but painful. Love is a joy but also maddening. Love is a magical thing but it turns out that love can also be terrible. 

All I know when I fall in love with someone, that person can make my heart beat so fast, My fingers tremble, My knees weak, My head spinning, My emotions are all jumble up. Due to the fact that He's near me. And most of the time I would become the most incoherent person you know. 

When I fall in love with someone, I will notice the tiniest little thing about him. Like the way he laugh, the way he speak, the way he look at people.

Haha. I don't even know what I write above. Please bear with me. I know I'm so cheesy when it comes to stuff like this. I can't help it. 

Tata.

Day #4

My zodiac sign and if I think its with with my personality? Let's see, I was born on 2nd September 1993 and My zodiac sign is Virgo. I'm not one to actually care about zodiac sign so i'm just going to try this out.

ü  A Virgo is very aware of the type of person they are, but still learns something new about themselves every day.

 I guess it's true in a way. I'm still learning about my self every day and trying to discover what kind of a person I am. But I still have no idea. So if you think that you know me, please let me know. I'd like to know more about my self.

ü  Virgos can tell when people are fishing for compliments, and we won't give it to them.

I do. Especially when a guy try to impress. But if it's necessary then I will give the compliment they deserves.

ü  It's the little things you do that'll make a Virgo fall in love.

Yeaap. Sometimes it's the little thing that people don't even notice but I do and make me fall in love with them.

ü  Virgos prefer to be alone when we get in one of our moods because we can get easily annoyed.

True. I don't like to be a whinny person and complain every single thing that annoy me so when I get annoyed I'd rather go somewhere where I can be alone so people can not bother me and my mood won't annoy people.

ü  Virgos are very good at reading people.

Yup I guess that is true. I somehow can "read" people and know what their true color or what their intention are. But since I'm not a fortune teller, it can be true but it also can be something that I'm not expecting at all.

ü  A Virgo could be so hurt and no one would ever know.

True again. I'm good at being on my own and I'm also good at hiding things, especially about my feeling.

ü  Virgos think so many crazy thoughts, but we know how to control ourselves.

You will never know what goes inside my head and what I'm trying to imagine most of the time and I can tell you most of them are random thoughts or something that doesn't even make sense. So I guess this is true.

ü  Virgos don't even know how to respond to foolishness. When we think someone or something is stupid we just get that blank stare.

Honestly this is so true. When I see something stupid or hear people say something stupid, I would roll my eyes or most of the time I would get that blank stare because I don't know what to do or what to say.

ü  Virgos fall hard when they find the right one.

I felt this once and yes when I love, I really love to the point that it takes a lot effort from my self to actually move on from that person. Even though eventually I will.

ü  Virgos often expresses their true feelings only to quickly cover them up with jokes.

Honestly this thing happens to me a lot these days hahaha.

ü  Virgos are funny without trying to be.

This is couldn't be further from the truth. I honestly don't think I'm funny and also don't think people find me funny. I'm really awkward but I do love funny people. Especially a guy.

ü  Virgos are crazy, just a subtle kind.

True I guess. I'm crazy alright.

ü  Virgos are simple people with complicated minds.

True again because I think a lot and most of the time I'm in my own world so people probably won't see that I'm actually  very complicated.

ü  Virgos hate to be compared to other people. 9 times out of 10 it will upset us.

I'm my own self and people have different abilities and all that so I guess that makes sense if I don't really like having people compare me to another people.

ü  Virgos most definitely uses google at least once a day. They constantly need to find out information.

Nope, that is not true because I use google to search about random thing more than once everyday. 

ü  Virgos can over think a small worry into a big one.

I think sometimes I can be very dramatic about something even though the problem is not really that big of a deal but like I said I mostly keep it with my self so people won't know about my problem.

ü  Virgos have a tremendous but hidden sex drive.

Hahahaha I don't even know If I have to agree with this one or not.

ü  When people ask dumb questions, virgos are obligated to give sarcastic answers.

Sarcasm is my third language after Bahasa and English so there you go.

So, do you think I'm a virgo?

Tata, xx

Day #3

A picture of something that makes me happy. Since I have a lot of things that makes me happy, I guess I'll just post some of them.

#1. Music

A lot of people probably feel the same thing when it comes to music. Music can make us feel. Whether it's sadness, happiness, or other feelings that may come to you when you listen to it. I have so many inspiring musician that I absolutely adore. And I'll tell you two of them since I listen to their music a lot lately and also, I can't list all of my favorite singer/band. When I love an artist, be it they are musician, singer, writer, or even model, there must be something about them that draw me in and there is just have to be something unique about them. Also we probably some have similarities in personality. So here goes.

Eliza doolittle

A British singer who I discovered back in 2010 and have been in love with her and her music ever since. Her genre is a mixed of ska, indie pop, folk, and retro pop. The first song that I listened to was Rollerblades. I love her music because the way she wrote her song is just so unique and honest. Some of her music can be so meaningful yet its still fun and catchy. You can see her personality through her way of writing a song. One of her song that absolutely my favorite and also speak a lot to me is "Nobody". The lyrics triggered something in me that made me realized that its better being a nobody rather than trying so hard to be somebody only to be someone who are not you. Its also inspired me to write a short story for my literature class. Not only her music, her style and her personality are also the things that made me fall in love with her.

Lana Del Rey

There is just something about her and her music that is so hauntingly beautiful. Her lyrics are sometimes dark,           

and portrayed sadness but sometimes so wild and blunt  Her music is similar with something coming from 50's and 60's. Even Lana her self described her as "self styled gangsta Nancy Sinatra". I really love her voice and the way she sing. Her stage performance is always so simple but that is what make it so beautiful and intimate (from what I've seen online anyway). She is her own style and her own music. She is Lana. I've come to term that no one can do a cover of Lana's song and would sound better than her or even the same. She has her own way of singing that is so haunting, dark, yet beautiful and unforgettable. She is always look so pretty and graceful. She doesn't care about what other people think of her. Her music may not be everyone's cup of tea but that is what I love about her music. It's different. Her video are just as beautiful. They are all always so meaningful and symbolic. Some of my favorite song of her are "Blue Jeans" "National anthem" "Diet mountain dew" and "young and beautiful". All in all, Lana is one of a kind.

#2 Foods

I love food. I adore food. Food makes me happy. Especially those sweet creature known as dessert or snack. Especially those food which contain chocolate in it. They are my weakness. So here goes

Nutella

I can no tell you how much I love nutella. Either I eat it with bread, or just eat it straight from the spoon, its always so goooood. If you don't like nutella well I'm sorry but we can't be friends. Sadly, nutella is so hard to find in mini market and that fact is what makes me depressed sometime.

Oreo

"Twist-lick-dip". Don't tell me you don't love this little thing. Oreo is one of my best friends. It's just sooo good. Especially if you dip it to a glass of milk or blend it into your chocolate smoothie. 

#3 Book

If you know me well enough, you know I love book and you know how it affects me so yeah. This is absolutely one of the thing that can makes me happy. 

#4 beautiful words

Be it from lyrics, poems, or quotes I always love this kind of thing. The beauty of how the writer string up each words into one. I love being absorbed in them and trying to understand the meaning of each sentence or phrase. Here are some of my favorite

This is a piece of poems from Lang Leav. Absolutely beautiful

A quotes from Sylvia Plath which is so me

My favorite from John Green

Those thing makes me happy and I love them 

Xoxo, Tata

Day #2

Back to the challenge!

I'm supposed to write about song in the moment today, a song that match with my mood today. My mood today was okay. I was not in a really good mood nor in a really bad mood. I was for lack of a better word.. content. Today was peaceful enough. Nothing to worry about. But one thing to be worried about I suppose, STATISTIC. Yeap. There's that. I don't know what to do about that one except hoping for a miracle.

Aside from all that, I do have one song of the day because I was listening to this song allll day. In fact, as I write this, I'm listening to the said song. Its "Big when I was little" by Eliza doolittle, one of my favorite singer. Its her brand new song and I guess its her first single from her second studio album which, I guess, is going to drop out anytime this year (!!!!) I really like the song, its quite a nostalgic song especially if you're from 90's. I mean the references about posh spice, nintendo and zigzag hair. And its so Eliza.

Give it a listen HERE.

By the way I can already smell long holiday. For those of you who still have final test to go through (me included) Hang in there, summer holiday is only days away. Have a nice weekend!

Adieu, xo

Day #1

First day of the challenge, let's do this!

Introducing: I'm tata. Going to be 20 years old in about 2 months. I'm a dessert person. 

I love quirky stuff, Passionate in writing and living in a world where fictional character exists.

A big dreamer who wish that she could go anywhere riding a unicorn

Anything about early 20th century fascinate me.

Enough with the introduction now let's go the random facts about my self

Random fact #1

I sing to my self a lot. If I don't sing, I hum. I sing basically anywhere and anytime.

And sometimes I have to hold back the urge to sing out loud in class because I don't want to be a bother to anyone else. Also because I'm aware that I probably sound like a dying cat. Obviously.

Random fact #2

I love my "me" time more than any other time. The time when I prefer to be alone and just mind my own business. Either being absorbed in book, in music, or in my own thoughts. I enjoy going to the movies or to the bookstore alone. Because I agree with the saying "solitude is bliss".

Random fact #3

I love people watching. When I'm alone and sit somewhere where I can see people pass by in front of me, or watch them against the window, I tend to pay attention a lot to them and try to "read" them. My mind would wonder about anything that I could see in that person. 

Random fact  #4

I really want to have a cat but my mom decided that it's not a good idea for me to take care of other creature  when I still have a hard time to take care of my own self.

Random fact #5

Reading can affect my mood for the day. When it ends up being a sad ending it could make my mood sour. And when its happy ending I could be really happy I feel like I have no problem in the world.

Random fact #6

I prefer fruit to vegetable. That is why there's always some kind of fruit stocked in my fridge.

Random fact #7

I love gloomy weather. When the sky only filled with dark clouds and there is no sun and the wind breathe slowly against me.

Random fact #8

My name is a mixed names from my dad's, my mom's, and both of my grandpa's

Nurli is from my mom's last name, ta is from my dad's first name, Kahar is from my first grandpa's first name and then rani is from my second grandpa's first name. Awesome huh? Or weird.

Random fact #9

I hate being the center of attention. That is why I never felt the pleasure of talking in front of  a bunch of people.Their stare are sometime intimidates me and I hate that.

Random fact #10

I'm scared of getting older because I feel like I'm only good at being young. Just like John Mayer said in his song "stop this train".

THE END

Yay for the first challenge being accomplished! Hopefully the next day for the second one =]

30 days challenge

Hello,

Have you noticed something different on my blog? Yeah, you probably have. I'm still trying to figure out how to make it look nicer and simpler and so far this is what I can do. Anyway, I was just blog walking the other day when I found out this 30 days challenge which I think is something quiet interesting to do. And since these days I'm kind of ran out of ideas about what I should post on my blog, I think this challenge will help because I'm going to write about different things for 30 days!

Starting tomorrow I'm going to write these things:

• Day #1 . Introduce yourself , post recent picture of you and 10 random facts about you
• Day #2. Song to match your mood today
• Day #3 A picture of something that makes you happy 
• Day #4 Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality 
• Day #5 Something you don't leave the house without 
• Day #6 Love 
• Day #7 How you hope your future would be
• Day #8 Something you miss
• Day #9 Your favorite movie
• Day #10 Your favorite picture with your bestfriend
• Day #11 Your dream wedding
• Day #12 Put your playlist on shuffle, and write what memory you had in mind when u heard the songs 
• Day #13 Somewhere you'd like to move or visit
• Day #14 Your Childhood facts 
• Day #15 What kind of person that attracts you
• Day #16 Your dream conversation with your idol
• Day #17 Dream House
• Day #18 Whats in your head right now
• Day #19 Describe one thing that is located near you 
• Day #20 Describe what kind of moment that makes you blush
• Day #21 Give pictures of 5 guys that you find attractive
• Day #22 Your dream bedroom
• Day #23 wrote a letter to someone you know 
• Day #24 Nicknames
• Day #25 What kind of person that you find annoying
• Day #26 your favorite place to hang out
• Day #27 what you have wished about today
• Day #28 If you have your own invisibility cloak, what are you going to do with it?
• Day #29 Goals for the next 30 days
• Day #30 Your highs and lows of this month 

I'm so excited to write!!

Bonne nuit, fais de beaux rêves. adieu. xx