Voglio che tu sappia..

Everything is just so irritating for me tonight just because I can't talk to someone. 

Just because I'm awkward.

 Just because I don't know where to start

Just because I suck at making small talk

Just because I suck at flirting

Just because I think too much

Then the self loathing is back and ruled me

I'm 2 seconds away from a break down

I'm on the verge of giving up 

And let it go

And let him go

And let it forgotten

Despite the fact that..

I want it to happen

I want to be with him

I adore him

And I want to feel the feeling of being his

And the most important thing, I just want to let him know all those things