Have you ever regretted something that you feel like you just want to smack your face or bang your head against the wall or throw yourself into a pool of acid? Okay that was some exaggeration going on. The point is, when you just want to go back to a certain moment and back up the whole scenario so it would end up differently. I Have. In fact, It happened today. Specifically tonight. Someone started a conversation with me but I didn't respond to it because at first I kind of just like wondering do I know you? Have we ever met before? Do we have some mutual friends? And then I ended up thinking about it for an hour instead of asking to that person directly until he is gone. And then when he's gone I sat there thinking wow how could you be so stupid? why didn't you just ask him? He was nice enough to start a conversation with you. Then maybe it would end up with something nice, or something horrible, or just something really boring. Who knows? You know what? I will never find out because I lost the moment. Because I always over thinking every single thing. I spend too much time in my head. Wondering what, who, where, when, why, and how without realizing that sometime you just need to do it. Sometime act spontaneous is needed. And its more fun that way. And sometime its good to not have an expectation when you just do it and end up with something unexpectedly good. You know what they say. "You Only Live Once" And its true. Because when you lost something and then you realize that you will never get it again, all that left behind is regret. And let me tell you , regretting something is suck. So, you can take a lesson or two from my stupidity tonight. Sometimes you just need to DO it!
P.S: To the person, If you, by any chance read this, Can we start over? ;)
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