And my heart told my head "Let love grow" But my head told my heart "This time no.. this time no"

This love is no different than the plethora of loves that has been ensued in my life. The whimsical-ethereal-exquisite love that caused a myriad of feelings going through my heart. But the beautiful feeling that is not aligns with my head because my head told me that it's not going to work, it's not going to be beautiful like my heart told me so. It's not going to be a cosmic love that I wish to a shooting star at 2 am in the morning would happen to me. My head then told me it's unrequited love you are feeling. That I am just blinded by the intensity of it until I ignored the reality that he doesn't feel the same way. He doesn't even know. I'm always like that. Feels so consumed and overwhelmed by the emotion that I often just treasure it underneath the blanket  that guard my heart and keep it from breaking apart. I am in agony. Waiting for an epiphany. Waiting for the light to bring me out of this tunnel of love. So here I am. In the dark, lost, confused, but somehow in love. Searching for the love that I've been longing and wishing to find it in you. Should I listen to my heart or my head this time?